His Dad may be undergoing physical maladies such as a brain aneurysm or a tumor. His Dad may be going through senility or some form of dementia. His Dad may have lived all of his life with a hidden psychosis such as a narcissist or sociopath personality. His Dad may have held onto a guilty conscience or become possessed by fear itself. These are five possibilities that could explain the change in his Dad’s behavior and the animosity instilled against his son.
To place five possibilities into an area of consideration is a step into objective thinking. An objective thought process begins with an unbiased consideration of the possible. Its decisive intent is the truth. One’s desire, convenience, cowardice, or culture may not be included in the decision making process. Truth stands alone and apart from personal angles. To allow such matters allows corruption. Objectivity is a lost art in East Texas. The place is corrupt because it is maligned with personal agendas and the sickly need to feed an ego. Fear permits these matters to blossom and East Texas is built and driven by fear.
There were five possibilities placed for consideration and it is doubtful if any of the ministries thought about these matters. There is a cultural alliance between the inconvenienced, the corrupt, the gutless, and the stupid. The son still loves his Dad and this intent drives the five possibilities. This is a love that has endured his Dad’s wrath of instilling destitution upon him. Love wields concern despite the blinding of circumstances.
The original desire of the son remain. He fears for his Dad and this is the reason for wanting his Dad to confess whatever burden to a minister or some informed person that could help him. He did not need to know the confession, he just wanted his Dad to be free of that burden. He did not want the sins of his father to follow his Dad to the Bema Seat. A son’s prayer is evocative of many tears.
II. BLINDED EYES OF ABSENT HEARTS
(Please note Matthew 18:15-20 and other verses in the last section.)
(Please note Matthew 18:15-20 and other verses in the last section.)
If this is a matter of confession about the distant past, then it is a church problem. Matthew 18:15-20 states how Believers are to deal with discord and disagreement among one another. The son wished to apply this Scripture and this stemmed the desire of wanting two or three Believers to hear both sides of the family discord. He did not wish to lynch his Dad, he wanted the two of them to be at peace with one another. He wanted to enjoy and he wanted his parents to enjoy the rest of their years. Many churches and ministries were approached in regard to the matters concerning him and his Dad. All of them declined the simple request for reconciliation. None of them listened to the complete story. Not one Believer in those Churches and ministries had the guts and sanctification to do the right thing. Hypocrisy in East Texas is as natural as breathing.
Only God knows if any prayed for him and his situation in a consistent and fervent manner.
Only God knows if any prayed for him and his situation in a consistent and fervent manner.
Appearing brave in the pulpit on Sunday morning means little if a coward reveals himself on Monday morning. Let our acts define our words because mere knowledge is not enough. Jesus shed many tears over the sanctification of our lives. Have we wept over our own parents and children? Would you do everything possible to save those that you love? Were any tears shed over the Dad and his son or did they fade from memory soon after he left your presence?
III. BORDERLINE PERSONALITIES
The search for spiritual answers remains unfilled by indifference, cowardice, or whatever feeble excuse that one desires to proclaim. All that remains are the conclusions that could be drawn by medicine and the behavioral sciences. Naturally, all of this is somewhat dependent of his Dad’s submission to these measures. ‘No’ would be the safe and historical avenue. His son had two psychologists and one psychiatrist that desired an audience with the parents. The invitation was declined.
The search for spiritual answers remains unfilled by indifference, cowardice, or whatever feeble excuse that one desires to proclaim. All that remains are the conclusions that could be drawn by medicine and the behavioral sciences. Naturally, all of this is somewhat dependent of his Dad’s submission to these measures. ‘No’ would be the safe and historical avenue. His son had two psychologists and one psychiatrist that desired an audience with the parents. The invitation was declined.
The mother should also be considered in this. She changed after breast cancer. His words were ‘that she had become the Mum that he had always wanted’. The two of them had more conversations because she did not fret over small and needless matters. She was once a strong and opinionated woman and this is an inverse behavior of her former personality.
His Dad, Sister, and him were moving things from the old house into the new house. During conversation, he noticed that his Dad would state a phrase and his Sister would repeat it and the hand motion used for packing items into boxes. He noticed an odd smile scribbled across his Dad’s face and this was a new expression. His Dad and Sister began to convince his Mum that she was losing her mind. His response was that the surgery for breast cancer is a shock to the system and that one should wait to see if that is so. Eventually, his Dad cut-off his Mum’s e-mail, telephone, and he sold her car. He oversees the administration of her medicine. Everyone has been told about her ‘new senility’. Everyone thinks that it is a shame and they keep their distance. No one thinks that it is strange that they put their new house on the market to sell. The place was allegedly built for their golden years. The place goes on the market when the expiration date expires on the son’s ‘no trespassing warning ticket’. The lie to the cops bought them two years of putting matters off.
He began to believe that his family was a classic, narcissist family. The family dynamics do fit rather well in this definition. This would also coincide with Cat claiming that her mother, his aunt, was diagnosed as a sociopath by the Air Force shrinks in the fifties or sixties. Reason stands that greater odds develop for his Dad to also fall in that category. His Dad would have the luxury of observing his Sister and noting what does and does not work. Through the years, other relatives have stated things that also fall in line with the narcissist family premise. Nevertheless, it would be best for the professionals to make this determination.
IV. VOODOO USURPERS
In the spring of 2012, his mother was hospitalized and the family had already stopped telling him things. According to him, he sat on the bed and a thought flashed into his head. That thought stated that his Dad was poisoning his Mum. He panicked, called his Sister and she verified that their Mum was in Trinity Mother Frances Hospital in Tyler, Texas for a type of blood poisoning. He left Houston and went to Tyler to see her. During this period, his Sister and Brother sought to insert themselves into his therapy by calling his psychiatrist and lying to her. They rattled her and she warned him about his toxic family. He obviously did not listen.
In the spring of 2012, his mother was hospitalized and the family had already stopped telling him things. According to him, he sat on the bed and a thought flashed into his head. That thought stated that his Dad was poisoning his Mum. He panicked, called his Sister and she verified that their Mum was in Trinity Mother Frances Hospital in Tyler, Texas for a type of blood poisoning. He left Houston and went to Tyler to see her. During this period, his Sister and Brother sought to insert themselves into his therapy by calling his psychiatrist and lying to her. They rattled her and she warned him about his toxic family. He obviously did not listen.
His Dad and Brother made two attempts to beat him. Both events occurred with the passing of his uncle and his oldest friend. The second event was successful. There were other things as well. It should be noted that all of this was done when he had reached his financial and emotional bottom. That is when things got nasty. Only sociopaths could instill suffering and banishment to family and compartmentalize it as insignificant. His Dad and Sister also exhibit a complete lack of remorse of these matters. However, the two of them always seek to remain together whenever he is around. He says that when they are one-on-one, they exhibit a ‘dramatic fear.’
V. HARDER ROCKS
The family’s opinions and emotions form an obvious clash of dichotomy. This is understandable if all of his claims are true. There is no reason not to believe him because he has kept his word about desiring interrogation, a polygraph, and whatever else it takes to get to the end of a matter. He has been forthcoming and what appears to be overlooked is the welfare and safety of his mother? His Sister and Dad do not allow the two of them to speak. The Law states that they are not allowed to do that, but the Law is not there to enforce the matter. Depending on the level of control in his sister, what about the safety of her patients? She and her brother used to be good friends. That changed the weekend that she came back to the states. He sat in on a few of the sister-parent sessions and ‘creepy’ is his word to describe it.
The family’s opinions and emotions form an obvious clash of dichotomy. This is understandable if all of his claims are true. There is no reason not to believe him because he has kept his word about desiring interrogation, a polygraph, and whatever else it takes to get to the end of a matter. He has been forthcoming and what appears to be overlooked is the welfare and safety of his mother? His Sister and Dad do not allow the two of them to speak. The Law states that they are not allowed to do that, but the Law is not there to enforce the matter. Depending on the level of control in his sister, what about the safety of her patients? She and her brother used to be good friends. That changed the weekend that she came back to the states. He sat in on a few of the sister-parent sessions and ‘creepy’ is his word to describe it.
This would be seriously less fatal if he were living a normal life again. A normal life being the job and home that he once had. Extreme poverty is difficult on its own. His Sister and Dad were instrumental in his fall. There are witnesses and evidence to these matters. One could also go online and look at the data trails that form all of our American lives. The lady that runs his storage unit once remarked that she has never seen anyone’s life fall apart in such a swift and drastic measure. It is an interesting matter and it is apparent that he has few allies. Someone should take notice. An indifferent culture will aid in his demise.
VI. NEXUS VERSES
Moreover if thy brother shall trespass against thee,
go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone:
if he shall hear thee,
thou hast gained thy brother.
But if he will not hear thee,
then take with thee one or two more,
that in the mouth of two or three witnesses every word may be established.
And if he shall neglect to hear them,
tell it unto the church: but if he neglect to hear the church,
let him be unto thee as a heathen man and a publican.
Verily I say unto you,
Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven;
and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.
Again I say unto you,
That if two of you shall agree on earth
as touching any thing that they shall ask,
it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven.
For where two or three are gathered together in my name,
there am I in the midst of them.
go and tell him his fault between thee and him alone:
if he shall hear thee,
thou hast gained thy brother.
But if he will not hear thee,
then take with thee one or two more,
that in the mouth of two or three witnesses every word may be established.
And if he shall neglect to hear them,
tell it unto the church: but if he neglect to hear the church,
let him be unto thee as a heathen man and a publican.
Verily I say unto you,
Whatsoever ye shall bind on earth shall be bound in heaven;
and whatsoever ye shall loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven.
Again I say unto you,
That if two of you shall agree on earth
as touching any thing that they shall ask,
it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven.
For where two or three are gathered together in my name,
there am I in the midst of them.
(Matthew 18:15-20)
But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only,
deceiving your own selves.
deceiving your own selves.
(James 1:22)
Therefore to him that knoweth to do good,
and doeth it not,
to him it is sin.
and doeth it not,
to him it is sin.
(James 4:17)
Brethren, if any of you do err from the truth,
and one convert him;
let him know,
that he which converteth the sinner from the error of his way
shall save a soul from death,
and shall hide a multitude of sins.
and one convert him;
let him know,
that he which converteth the sinner from the error of his way
shall save a soul from death,
and shall hide a multitude of sins.
(James 5:19-20)
CUT OF A BLADED SPIRIT
LEAGUE 1
BY SLOAN SAMOAN
LEAGUE OF DREAD
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L2 THIS IS ABOUT DREAD
LEAGUE 1
BY SLOAN SAMOAN
LEAGUE OF DREAD
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L2 THIS IS ABOUT DREAD
One may click the link over to League of Dread or click 'Vigilante' above the header.
These two have driven her older brother, his son into destitution all because the son's molester was chosen over the son.
It is simple, do the math. Son's molester:
Is chosen over the son.
One life destroyed to protect the whim of another.
I. ANDERSON COUNTY SUCKS
THIS IS ABOUT DREAD
LEAGUE 2
LEAGUE OF DREAD
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L3 HELL IN PICTURES
I. BEING FODDER
Last month, there was a four day stretch in which I was without medicine. During that time, I collapsed several times in the yard. The people that I stay with ignored me. I had asked them to take me to get the prescription, they refused. Four days later I get it. I traded a 200-400 dollar sound rig for a 63 dollar prescription. The prescription was picked-up at Krogers. During that time, I collapsed again and the paramedics were called. During all of this, Marty was passing out his cards. He never noticed the dismayed expressions of the bystanders. The good thing about the whole affair was the paramedics. One of them takes the same medication that I take. It was nice to hear someone else say the same thing that I claim about the medication. It gets weary hearing people’s uninformed opinions that become ill-conceived judgments.
In stark poverty, everything is life and death and the most insignificant aspect can be fatal. A lot of time is spent obtaining the basics. My doctor’s appointment is tomorrow. I have already missed one appointment because of the ride situation. The second time, I walked there and my wallet is somewhere. Needless to say, I could not get the appointment without the money. That is fine, I just needed to find the wallet. I believed that they would do the appointment and then hand me the prescription when I paid for it. That is not so. I stayed up all night just so I could make the appointment because that is the only insurance that I have in getting there on time. There is nothing stable in my world. It sucks in ways that you can not imagine.
II. LESS THAN ZERO
Put yourself in my situation. Take your family and immediately wipe them out of your existence. Take your friends and do the same. The living are left with a mystery. That is to say that with the exception of the dead, you do not know why your living family and friends no longer see you. Take away your money, job, home, phone, and most of your possessions. Take away everything that you have and all of the incidentals that constitute your identity. Then throw you out to the wolves to be trafficked.
We are not talking about the hard-core levels of human trafficking such as organ harvesting, sex trade, and so forth. We are talking about the milder levels. Nevertheless, working for free, being starved, manipulated, watched, and reported on does a number on you. You will have to go to the E.R. and it will be up to you to get there. All of this begins the moment that you almost complete therapy for getting past child molestation. You eventually wind-up in East Texas.
The expectation of thinking that things will be easier here is completely wrong. In fact, the culture itself is nothing but exploitive. I have never been in the midst of such mediocrity and corruption. People do not bat an eye about not paying you, stealing from you, and so forth. Naturally they are all in church on Sunday morning.
I am the fodder for every predator and con that comes my way. The unfortunate aspect is that most of these people are in ministries. I have been a Believer since October, 1994. I have never seen anything like this. I came here needing a truck fixed, someone to talk to my Dad, and a job because I had just lost my two jobs in coming here. Now I am on the verge of losing all that is left. All of this because of the ministries took what they could. This has been The League of Dread.
HELL IN PICTURES
LEAGUE 3
LEAGUE OF DREAD
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L4 EVERYTHING SUCKS
I did not get my medication because I do not have any money. My wallet is somewhere, who knows. I keep waking up in different places. I keep losing more stuff. I consider every act placed against me, to be an act in favor of child molesters and those that protect them. This is definitely an act placed against me. I did not do anything to warrant this situation except misplacing trust into those around me. It was a serious mistake to trust family, friends, and the church.
Stay away from Anderson County, Texas. I came here with a few problems. I have now lost everything. All of this is because of a Dad gone bonkers, a child molester, and my sister the brainwashed nurse at Mother Frances Hospital. The family was mightily aided by the charade of ministries that infiltrate the area. My only goal at this point is that I do not want to die in Anderson County. The place is evil. Hypocrisy abounds. The merciful thing would be if someone just killed me. Unfortunately, I am too optimistic for suicide. That is the real tragedy. I always keep thinking that tomorrow will be a better day and it is not. I am coming to hate that about myself.
II. POLITICS SUCKS
I used to keep up with politics. I no longer care. When you get down to gut level, you realize that people are people and politics is stupid. Americans have become soft, little pussies. They used to do things, now they are self-centered and delusional about their own fortitude. All of these men getting pissed off about the election is rubbish. The bottom line is that they lack ethics, courage, and fortitude. The Founding Fathers did not pass the buck and Harry Truman maintained that line. Too many people whine about this generation being one of entitlement. The should truly shut up because they raised the little bastards. Most likely, the kids imitated their parents and that is why each successive generation is nothing more than a paler imitation of the last. The lame rearing the inane can only result in the stupid.
III. RONALD REAGAN DID NOT SUCK
With all of this being said, I reserve the right of hypocrisy: I really miss Ronald Reagan. I loved that man and all that he stood for. He embodied the notion of the power of belief. All of those quaint, old-school notions that seem lost today. All of those notions that came before my time. Reagan was a throw-back to the romantic past. He truly believed in ideals and that gave him this magical quality. He and my Grandparents embodied the best of their generation. They die and the magic goes away.
More coming today...maybe... This has been The League of Dread.
EVERYTHING SUCKS
LEAGUE 4
LEAGUE OF DREAD
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