A13 OUR DAYS FADE AS PAGES

I. THE TRUTH OF ALL PHILOSOPHY
If one has ideals, one must also lay claim to hypocrisy. The tragedy about being human is that hypocrisy is difficult to elude. Error seems to be an essential part of human nature. The nature of sin also resides in those essentials and acts of betrayal can usually lay claim to sin. Despite all of my ranting about fear, there are moments in which I am held in its possession. Hypocrisy may be the truth of all philosophy in regard to people  only begin at the betrayal of our ideals.

A12 LOVE'S DOTED FORM

I. AMIDST THE MORASS, SUCH A LOVELY WORLD

My world is falling and at the moment...I just want to become unhinged and get everything out. I miss Kismet more than anything. I miss Kismet, Gizmo, Sabu, Ginsu, Jacob, and El-Gato more than anything else in the world. El-Gato acclimated himself to me because he kept getting beat-up and I would bandage his wounds and look after him. Jacob’s owners left her in a tree all night and I climbed the tree and got her down. She moved in like a stalker girlfriend. Sabu, Ginsu, Gizmo, and Kismet entered the scene because Jacob got knocked-up. Females let the males believe that they selected them. In truth, the females choose. I never bothered with such delusions, I expect females to choose me. I also understand that Jacob knew that I was a soft touch when our paths crossed. She and I had an understanding. I doted on her children. They have known me since the moment that they were born. I wept because they were so frail and beautiful. I was moved by the natural order of things. It was nice to love and touching to be loved back. They also prove the point of 1 John 4:18.

“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because

fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.”

A5 DAD IN VIGNETTES

DAD IN VIGNETTES

During the summer between first and second grade we had moved into the new house. I was fishing in the pond behind our pasture. A water mocassin had surfaced in the center of the pond and remained motionless for a few moments. The snake was glaring in my direction and then it shimmered toward me. My breath jittered in disbelief before I could accept what was happening. I grabbed my fishing pole and began running through the field. Dad was doing something with the fence and I knew where I was going. I was screaming and crying because snakes have always scared the living shit out of me. I knew that if I reached Dad then I would be all right. I was a small kid and I had never jumped so high as I did into his arms. The snake stopped and was gone. 

A4 CUT OF A BLADED SPIRIT

CUT OF A BLADED SPIRIT

I. FIVE POSSIBILITIES OF BEHAVIORAL CHANGE

Within the last few years, there has been an abrupt change in his Dad’s personality, a behavioral tangent that veers from his history. Truth stands apart in objective thought. Changes occurs within the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual states of the human spectrum. Determining the possible begins here. The truth will surface from the scrutiny and consideration of those possibilities.

 

A3 OBVIOUS AND ELUSIVE

OBVIOUS AND ELUSIVE

I. NOTIONS OF ABSURDITY

Family conflicts are messy because a mere whim will prompt someone to change sides. Intelligence agencies could learn from East Texas families about the handling and distribution of information, misinformation, and gossip. One’s acts should define their words. East Texas families and churches seem to use the word ‘family’ without any regard for its application. The American Culture has diluted the Church and a selfish distance has torn the family. Loyalty, character, ideals, and integrity have become nothing more than a quaint inconvenience of words. The Mafia should consider suing Texas families and churches for defamation of character in regard to the use of the word ‘family’.

A2 A CRIMINAL FRAME

A CRIMINAL FRAME

I. BEATING INNOCENCE

The Biblical idea of the Bema Seat is when Believers are judged for their acts. These judgments constitute their rewards in the afterlife. The concern was unconfessed sins following his Dad to the Bema Seat. He pestered his Dad to confess privately to a minister or anyone. He did not wish to know the confession, he only wanted it to be done. Confession would relieve his Dad's hearts of old burdens and that was his desire. He will discover that the price of innocence is punishing the naive. His Dad's response was to phone his sister and she called the deputies. 

A1 THE BEARING OF SLAVES

THE BEARING OF SLAVES

I. SLAVE CHILD                                   

Child molestation is enslavement. Faust was his cousin and slave-maker. His servitude began some time between three and six years old and his tenure lasted until the teen years. The span of enslavement coincided with a duration of fainting spells. The emergence of fainting spells began some time after Faust began his enslavement. The fainting spells ceased when Faust stopped molesting him. The bondage process ended because the family moved away. Damage had been ensconced and this may be traced through medical records. There have been three shrinks in his life and all three wished to talk to his parents. The invitation was declined.