THE BEARING OF SLAVES
I. SLAVE CHILD
Child molestation is enslavement. Faust was his cousin and slave-maker. His servitude began some time between three and six years old and his tenure lasted until the teen years. The span of enslavement coincided with a duration of fainting spells. The emergence of fainting spells began some time after Faust began his enslavement. The fainting spells ceased when Faust stopped molesting him. The bondage process ended because the family moved away. Damage had been ensconced and this may be traced through medical records. There have been three shrinks in his life and all three wished to talk to his parents. The invitation was declined.
There was also a single occasion in which Faust had also molested his younger brother. This and other incidents usually occurred in their grandparent's barn. The boys' Mum, brother, and him distinctly remember the incident. The Mum has never kept her contempt for Faust a secret. In time, she will pay for such liberties. The unwritten rule is to ignore the obvious and protect the molester.
II. FAMILY BANISHMENT
In the early nineteen eighties, the younger brother mentioned Faust and his endeavors to his parents. He was banished from the family for these comments. On July 11, 2011, the oldest brother mentioned Faust to the parents and this instigated his banishment from the family. In time, he would be goaded, beaten, swindled, slandered, and driven down from a situation that was already bad.
Within a low moment, he reached for his family and discovered a reptilian conscience. Being dead is the only way to get lower than ground level. They lacked the guts to kill him. They held to the hope that poverty would slowly erase him from the world. There were opportunities to change their ways, but his existence is no longer acknowledged. The touch of such `love' instills a malicious withering of the spirit.
III. MUM’S COUP DE TAUT
His Mum had changed after breast cancer. She had become the mother that he had always wanted. They would sit and talk about relevant matters. She no longer cared for the trivial. She once possessed a strong personality and those distractions enraged her. It is sad to think that her strength left with the distractions.
His Dad, sister, and him were packing things from the old house. They were debating his Mum's state of mind. His Dad and sister were claiming that she was entering dementia. He took the opposite position and said that they should wait on those assumptions until the shock of surgery wears off. It went back and forth. His Dad would state that she is entering dementia and then he did this hand motion with whatever he was packing. His sister repeated the statement and duplicated the motion. This process was repeated. He looked up at his Dad and caught the strangest smile. It disturbed him.
For years, he had quietly held the suspicion that his Dad may be entering dementia. His Dad was in charge of administering his Mum’s medication. Under the circumstances, an accidental poisoning becomes highly probable.
However, his Dad did sell his Mum’s car, cut-off her e-mail, phone, and any means of her receiving contact from her son. Her vocal and open disdain toward Faust and his antics formed the reason beneath these measures. Hostility toward the molester of one’s sons is natural and righteous. It took patience and timing to soften her up, to manipulate the strength out of her personality. In essence, his Dad and sister brainwashed his Mum into submission. His sister’s brain was sparkling clean. Brainwashing her first sealed Mum’s submission.
The price of truth became the soft captivity under her husband and daughter. A slave lacks options and this belief is the strength of delirium. Despair lends an ease to believing in your own weakness. One understands that lying to visitors is a means of protecting yourself. A demoted level within the family and this melodrama becomes ruthless. Some instances flicker with doubts about the family foundations.
After his trafficked affair, he phoned home and Mum just happened to answer. They could talk because no one was around. The control confirmed his dread. His captivity left a deepened understanding of the cruel and grueling. A certain fortitude had been lost and he wanted her free.
nonAtomas 1
Atoma is a Greek word that means `indivisible'. The English word `atom' comes from `atoma'. The notion of family is a foundation for society. A family's strength resides in the glue that holds them together. Love has its wisdom, abiding loyalties, and love is indivisible. Love is glue, atoma. Non- atoma families make breaking worlds. This has been the League of Dread.
THE BEARING OF SLAVES + nonAtomas 1 + LEAGUE OF DREAD
by Sloan Samoan
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