I. THE DRIFT OF CHRISTIANITY
Bertrand Russell once said that mathematics could not have progressed without a Christian based society because of the stability that it provides. If one does not have to fend off enemies and is not burdened with chasing lunch, then one is able to indulge in mathematics. I have learned that lesson in countless spades.
Bertrand Russell once said that mathematics could not have progressed without a Christian based society because of the stability that it provides. If one does not have to fend off enemies and is not burdened with chasing lunch, then one is able to indulge in mathematics. I have learned that lesson in countless spades.
One is always chasing after the basics. In poverty, one has fewer civil liberties. In fact, the notion of 'rights' is a joke. Dealing with another's lack of objectivity will derail most any plan to get out of the mess that you are in. A single mistake in calculation can be devastating. In poverty, one is prey to every predator that comes their way. In poverty, the basics become luxuries. In poverty, gossip and formless opinion is as lethal as a bullet. In poverty, frailty is the constant exposure that is fatal.
My descent into poverty occurred four years ago and it began with one old man's delusions. It became honed through the brainwashing of my sister. That old man is my Dad. The irony resides in the fact that I once had a clear and distinct image of him in Hell. I made an image of the image within my head. The anguish of Hell is that one is provided with constant mockery. I desperately pleaded with my Dad to talk to a minister or someone in order to unburden his guilt. His response was to do me in. He was successful. Do not get me wrong, I get angry, yet I love my Dad. He and my sister's actions have ravaged my life, they have destroyed all that was beautiful about our family. I still love them. I must be retarded.
II. PAPERS
I was served with papers to appear in court last Wednesday, November 30. The papers were filed on September 16, 2016. I was to appear at 1:30 p.m. Tuesday, December 6, in Tyler, Texas. She had put a restraining order on me and that states that I can not see her or my parents. I have not seen them since Thanksgiving Eve, 2014. I have also not talked to my parents since that date. I have talked to my sister only a handful of times. The conversations have never been fruitful.
I had tried to get my sister to iron out our differences through the church via Matthew 18:15-20. That part of Matthew deals with how Believers should settle conflict among themselves. I had tried to get my sister to go privately before a local judge. I tried to go through my sister’s work in order to get us to work things out. Most likely this propelled her to hasten the process. However, a co-worker named Wendy did give me some good advice. She said that I would probably be better off going through her church to carry out Matthew 18:15-20. Her church is Green Acres Baptist Church in Tyler, Texas. I spoke to Jeremy and he never contacted me back. I sought to pull her nursing license as a means to get her attention. I also did it for fear of her doing this to another. If she did this to her brother, then what would stop her from doing something else to an enemy, patient, or friend. She and I were once the best of friends. My sister refused every offer.
The restraining order is nothing more than hammering another nail into my coffin. She could not withstand close scrutiny. It is another means of using the law to carry out immoral and possibly unlawful things. She ceases to become subservient to the law and the law now becomes her lackey and accomplice in these acts. Everyone is played a fool and most of the players are unaware that this is occurring.
I have tried to get a hold of the judge and his staff and it has been to no avail. I have no phone or vehicle. It would seem obvious that this restraining order is somewhat of a smoke screen. I never realized that the poor have fewer rights and civil liberties than others in the United States. My lack of resources inhibits my credibility. Nevertheless, I pay the price for not being able to appear in court.
III. SCHEMA
My sister frustrates and sometimes angers me. However, I do love her and I know more about what is going on than she does. To her, our Dad is perfect. To me, he is Dad. She and I were once the best of friends. She did not wish to hear me speak about Dad being in senility or dementia. She came home from Singapore in August or September of 2010. Since that weekend, she has become my enemy. I have no idea what Dad said to her. I do know that he is using her to carry out the deliriums within his head. The senile/dementia ridden is manipulating my sister. In turn, those two have manipulated the Anderson County Sheriff’s Department, the Smith County courts, her co-workers, members of her church, the local populace in Anderson County. I have to give my Dad credit for being out of his mind and able to control so many people. My sister deserves credit for her zeal and loyalty.
It is the nature of manipulators to manipulate. They even manipulate one another. My hypothesis is that Dad hides behind her in order to protect secrets of his past. These are secrets that I do not care about. I once tried to get him to talk to someone in order to unburden his conscience. His response was to call my sister and they called the law.
My family has lived in Elkhart, Texas their entire lives. They built a house for retirement in 2009. In December, 2015, the house was sold. The house was built on my grandparent’s land and I loved that land. It was sold because of my Dad’s fear based delirium. The ‘no trespassing warning’ that was placed upon me in 2013 had expired. Therefore, the house gets sold and the parents move to Tyler.
Historically speaking, the will to the children is that we would split things up equally into thirds with my sister also getting Mum’s jewelry. A few years back, my parent’s called me and said that they had made my sister the executor to the estate. I did not realize that I had formerly been the executor and I could have cared less. After all, it is all going to be split in thirds and I did not see the big deal. The big deal is that who knows what goes on between my Dad and sister. The other big deal is that this occurred within the time line of me believing that Dad had been entering into senility. At this point, things are getting dirty. My angle was that I wanted things to be intact for Zoe and Abby. I never made that a secret. Those two girls have been screwed. I wanted them to have some kind of legacy. Hypothetically speaking: my sister pockets the land cash and puts Mum and Dad into the nursing home. She is untouchable. Whatever.
My Dad and Sister take my Granddad’s watch that was given to me. They take or discard all of the things that I had on the land. They ruin me socially, blah, blah, blah. The point of all of this is that you can not win with narcissists and narcissist families. My family is a narcissist family. They are evil. Mum is excluded from this statement. I pray that what happened to me does not happen to another. In the end, I have only my laptop and a few clothes. A few years ago, I had stuff, money, vehicle, place, and so forth. I come to Anderson County and lose everything. Anderson County is evil. Do stay away, Merry Christmas.
nonAtomas 14
Atoma is a Greek word that means `indivisible'. The English word `atom' comes from `atoma'. The notion of family is a foundation for society. A family's strength resides in the glue that holds them together. Love has its wisdom, abiding loyalties, and love is indivisible. Love is glue, atoma. Non- atoma families make breaking worlds. This has been the League of Dread.
A MEDIOCRE BEDLAM + NONATOMAS 14 + LEAGUE OF DREAD
by El-Pooh!
II. PAPERS
I was served with papers to appear in court last Wednesday, November 30. The papers were filed on September 16, 2016. I was to appear at 1:30 p.m. Tuesday, December 6, in Tyler, Texas. She had put a restraining order on me and that states that I can not see her or my parents. I have not seen them since Thanksgiving Eve, 2014. I have also not talked to my parents since that date. I have talked to my sister only a handful of times. The conversations have never been fruitful.
I had tried to get my sister to iron out our differences through the church via Matthew 18:15-20. That part of Matthew deals with how Believers should settle conflict among themselves. I had tried to get my sister to go privately before a local judge. I tried to go through my sister’s work in order to get us to work things out. Most likely this propelled her to hasten the process. However, a co-worker named Wendy did give me some good advice. She said that I would probably be better off going through her church to carry out Matthew 18:15-20. Her church is Green Acres Baptist Church in Tyler, Texas. I spoke to Jeremy and he never contacted me back. I sought to pull her nursing license as a means to get her attention. I also did it for fear of her doing this to another. If she did this to her brother, then what would stop her from doing something else to an enemy, patient, or friend. She and I were once the best of friends. My sister refused every offer.
The restraining order is nothing more than hammering another nail into my coffin. She could not withstand close scrutiny. It is another means of using the law to carry out immoral and possibly unlawful things. She ceases to become subservient to the law and the law now becomes her lackey and accomplice in these acts. Everyone is played a fool and most of the players are unaware that this is occurring.
I have tried to get a hold of the judge and his staff and it has been to no avail. I have no phone or vehicle. It would seem obvious that this restraining order is somewhat of a smoke screen. I never realized that the poor have fewer rights and civil liberties than others in the United States. My lack of resources inhibits my credibility. Nevertheless, I pay the price for not being able to appear in court.
III. SCHEMA
My sister frustrates and sometimes angers me. However, I do love her and I know more about what is going on than she does. To her, our Dad is perfect. To me, he is Dad. She and I were once the best of friends. She did not wish to hear me speak about Dad being in senility or dementia. She came home from Singapore in August or September of 2010. Since that weekend, she has become my enemy. I have no idea what Dad said to her. I do know that he is using her to carry out the deliriums within his head. The senile/dementia ridden is manipulating my sister. In turn, those two have manipulated the Anderson County Sheriff’s Department, the Smith County courts, her co-workers, members of her church, the local populace in Anderson County. I have to give my Dad credit for being out of his mind and able to control so many people. My sister deserves credit for her zeal and loyalty.
It is the nature of manipulators to manipulate. They even manipulate one another. My hypothesis is that Dad hides behind her in order to protect secrets of his past. These are secrets that I do not care about. I once tried to get him to talk to someone in order to unburden his conscience. His response was to call my sister and they called the law.
My family has lived in Elkhart, Texas their entire lives. They built a house for retirement in 2009. In December, 2015, the house was sold. The house was built on my grandparent’s land and I loved that land. It was sold because of my Dad’s fear based delirium. The ‘no trespassing warning’ that was placed upon me in 2013 had expired. Therefore, the house gets sold and the parents move to Tyler.
Historically speaking, the will to the children is that we would split things up equally into thirds with my sister also getting Mum’s jewelry. A few years back, my parent’s called me and said that they had made my sister the executor to the estate. I did not realize that I had formerly been the executor and I could have cared less. After all, it is all going to be split in thirds and I did not see the big deal. The big deal is that who knows what goes on between my Dad and sister. The other big deal is that this occurred within the time line of me believing that Dad had been entering into senility. At this point, things are getting dirty. My angle was that I wanted things to be intact for Zoe and Abby. I never made that a secret. Those two girls have been screwed. I wanted them to have some kind of legacy. Hypothetically speaking: my sister pockets the land cash and puts Mum and Dad into the nursing home. She is untouchable. Whatever.
My Dad and Sister take my Granddad’s watch that was given to me. They take or discard all of the things that I had on the land. They ruin me socially, blah, blah, blah. The point of all of this is that you can not win with narcissists and narcissist families. My family is a narcissist family. They are evil. Mum is excluded from this statement. I pray that what happened to me does not happen to another. In the end, I have only my laptop and a few clothes. A few years ago, I had stuff, money, vehicle, place, and so forth. I come to Anderson County and lose everything. Anderson County is evil. Do stay away, Merry Christmas.
nonAtomas 14
Atoma is a Greek word that means `indivisible'. The English word `atom' comes from `atoma'. The notion of family is a foundation for society. A family's strength resides in the glue that holds them together. Love has its wisdom, abiding loyalties, and love is indivisible. Love is glue, atoma. Non- atoma families make breaking worlds. This has been the League of Dread.
A MEDIOCRE BEDLAM + NONATOMAS 14 + LEAGUE OF DREAD
by El-Pooh!
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Abaddon Ascending or Abaddon Descending?
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