LEAGUE OF DREAD

JOHN MYERS IS RU-PAUL DEUX.

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THIS LOW-LIFE SLUG STOLE EVERYTHING THAT I OWN.

I once lived in Houston, I worked multiple jobs, I had a studio, many friends, a good reputation, money, place, truck, and all of the things that constitute the American middle class. I never knew poverty until I became stranded in Anderson County. I never realized that cultural apathy, hypocrisy, and manipulation could be so detrimental while also being part of the cultural norm. I was so naive.

X16 MAKING THE SLAVE CLASS

7 DEC 2016 - 2JAN 2017 SALVATION ARMY #3 TYLER, TEXAS

XIII. THE LADEN WEIGHT OF IRONY

The Director is on vacation and this is the B-Team. These ladies exhibit some fine bureaucratic thinking. Since I did not go to the hospital, they are giving me a referral to go to Highway 80 in Longview. They claim that my dropping out unnerved everyone. None of the residents seem unnerved. The ladies in charge seem unnerved. This is all rubbish and I feel seriously manipulated because bucks are being passed. They think that they are protecting themselves. This is pathetic, I ask the lady in charge if their actions were Scriptural. Blowing me off was her response. Sooo, is this a church or just another government subsidy.

X15 MANIPULATION AND PARADOX

7 DEC 2016 - 2 JAN 2017 SALVATION ARMY #2 TYLER, TEXAS

VIII. CHURCH

It is Sunday. I am told that their church services are essentially singing songs and a brief message. Depth is my desire because I miss church being a transcendental experience. I open my laptop in a parking garage, read aloud ten more chapters of Job, I pray, and then I feel better. That was church.

ONCE, ATOMA

I. REBORN ON THE SUTURE OF A BLADE

My world has been stripped down to bones and basics. Essentially, there is nothing left but mere being and the laptop. It has been a relentless litany of plunder and a bedlam of savagery. It has been an endless picking of my bones and then vultures flee. I remain abandoned in an arid and desolate wake and under a deserted sun a fragile presence remains changed and blistered through a firefight. The war against my being has honed my spirit. My soul utters with a wakened heart and now I am someone else. It was never a stranger a mirror, but who I have always must become.

LOSING THE AMERICAN CHURCH

There would be no need for many charitable organizations if many of those that proclaim to be Christians truly did live by Scripture. There are endless Scriptures that pertain to YHWH loving the poor. If YHWH loved them, should not his children love them as well? Are not Christians supposed to take the poor into their households if they lack shelter? Are they not supposed to feed them if they are hungry? Christians are not supposed to be a respecter of persons because that is a judgement. How many times have Believers judged a book by its cover and then shamed because of that judgement. The exterior of people can be misleading, if that were not so, then con artists would not be a problem. The bottom line is that those that claim to be his children should love YHWH and to be obedient to the things that we are told to do. If one loves another, one does those things without asking simply because love itself desires to please the object of their affection. The Church today is so far removed from The First Church that was laid out in Acts 1-4.

N18 A DISTANT LINE OF SIGHT

El-Pooh! now has perspective regarding Palestine, Texas because perspective requires distance. A few weeks before he left Palestine, a friend had stated that East Texas is a messed up place because it is so near the Louisiana border. Louisiana is chock full of Voodoo, Hoodoo, Santeria, and other bags of magic tricks. This seems logical and that would explain why East Texas is an amalgam of broken thinking, ineptitude, frustration, passing the buck, passive-aggressive behavior, manipulation, and the magical ability of allowing things to remain incomplete. In East Texas, one must accept the premise of extra effort when one desires completion. Attempts at completing anything is like walking uphill backwards on a dark, rainy night and you are in stiletto heels. One heel is also broken and you are drunk. Why else would you be in heels?

THE LEAGUE OF DREAD
CONTENTS

ABOUT THE LEAGUE OF DREAD

The League of Dread is about me inadvertently writing a textbook on how to lose and get screwed. Your family lays out the template to getting hoodwinked. The local churches and ministries refine it to criminal perfection. Then the culture inundates you with a reassembled gesture of these broken processes. Green Acres may have been favorite, vintage TV comedy, but it is Hell living through this mess.

X14 DEJA VU

7 DEC 2016 - 2JAN 2017 SALVATION ARMY #1 TYLER, TEXAS

I. ANOTHER LAST PLACE TO BE
It is time to try something else because I am restless and nowhere. A friend takes me to this clinic and there is nothing that they can do. They call a deputy and he takes me to Tyler. This is the second time that the Law has enabled me to leave town and that is not a bad thing. Memory resounds through irony. He drops me off at the Salvation Army and I check in and go to sleep. We are still repeating steps.

A14 A MEDIOCRE BEDLAM

I. THE DRIFT OF CHRISTIANITY
Bertrand Russell once said that mathematics could not have progressed without a Christian based society because of the stability that it provides. If one does not have to fend off enemies and is not burdened with chasing lunch, then one is able to indulge in mathematics. I have learned that lesson in countless spades.

N17 JUSTICE LEAGUE

Hypocrisy is the driving force of the world today. College campuses now wish to be sanctuary campuses after Trump wins the election. That would mean that the police are not allowed to come on campus without the University's permission. A man just kills a lot of people on the campus of Ohio State University. I wonder if the police had to wait for a written invitation before they were allowed to do their job? I doubt it. People talk a lot of crap until chaos enters into the picture.

N16 FRANCOIS EST UN SAC DOUCHE

On Tuesday, I am telling a friend about my doctor. Last spring, I went a month without medicine because my employer at the time would not pay me. I miss almost a month of medicine because my doctor would not see me unless I had money for the appointment. When I do get to see him, he charges me an extra $55 for some tests, an extra $100 for a drug test. I pay the $55 part with the fee for the office visit. I ask him what the drug test is for. He says it is to see if I am taking my medicine. I just tell him that I have not been taking my medicine because I had no money for the appointment.

N15 THE AMERICAN DEAD

I. AMERICAN DREAD

America's problems are so deep that one leader will not be able to fix them. The essential problem with America is Americans. It is difficult to do anything with a gutless populace that is passive-aggressive in nature, irresponsible in general, and selfish in the specific. Corruption can begin at ground level or descend from the top. The problem with America is that Americans are deeply afraid and The Bible says that fear is a sin. Fear is one emotion that can send you to Hell.

N14 THE KING OF SHEBA

It is as if I am touring the local narcissists. I live with them in their natural habitats, I note their behavior, attitude, and habits. The remarkable thing about them is the delirium and banality that is prevalent throughout their grandiose lives. The irony of a great vanity is how little it holds.

THE LAST DAY

I. PREDICTIONS ARE USELESS

If the election is honest, Trump should take at least 54% of the vote and the state of New York. Historically speaking, New York votes Democrat, but New Yorkers favor New Yorkers and Clinton is corrupt. However, all of this is a moot point because most of it does reside upon the backs of the American people. If Anderson County is a mirror to the populace at large then I do not hold much hope. However, I think that Anderson County is special in its lack of fortitude.

X12 WHERE BEDLAM IS HELD

I. SODOM AND GOMORRAH

In Genesis 18, the wickedness of Sodom and Gomorrah is so great that YHWH tells Abraham that he is going to destroy the city. Abraham intercedes for Sodom and asks that YHWH does not do this thing if he finds fifty righteous men in Sodom and Gomorrah. YHWH is merciful because He allows Abraham to renegotiate the deal from fifty to forty-five, forty, thirty, twenty, and then ten. I assume that ten was the final offer because Genesis 19 opens with some men of the city wanting to rape two angels.

A13 OUR DAYS FADE AS PAGES

I. THE TRUTH OF ALL PHILOSOPHY
If one has ideals, one must also lay claim to hypocrisy. The tragedy about being human is that hypocrisy is difficult to elude. Error seems to be an essential part of human nature. The nature of sin also resides in those essentials and acts of betrayal can usually lay claim to sin. Despite all of my ranting about fear, there are moments in which I am held in its possession. Hypocrisy may be the truth of all philosophy in regard to people only begin at the betrayal of our ideals.

DEAD EFFIGY

I. YESTERDAY’S LOST TRACES

Five hundred dollars was what it would cost to get my storage out of hock. I used to bitch if I made five hundred dollars in a week. My notebooks were in there. My Dad’s Railroad Time Books, my math library, theological library, language library, art library, literature library, and various other books. There were computers, tools, for computers, my archives, the remnants to my recording studio, cameras, photographs, paintings, and many irreplaceable things. There was the Bible that my grandparent’s gave me. That Bible is the only thing left from my grandparents. My Dad stole the watch that my granddad gave me. My sister and him sold the land that he had inherited. All I have left from my grandparents are influence and memory. My cousins still have their family land and things from our grandparents. There were letters, memorabilia, experiments, and all of the things that one acquires within a lifetime. My grandparent’s bed was in there, my solar panels, clothes, toiletries, some food. My taxes were in there and I desperately need those to settle my tax problem. Everything that was dear to me and everything that I required to get back on my feet was in that storage unit.

I. AMIDST THE MORASS, SUCH A LOVELY WORLD

My world is falling and at the moment...I just want to become unhinged and get everything out. I miss Kismet more than anything. I miss Kismet, Gizmo, Sabu, Ginsu, Jacob, and El-Gato more than anything else in the world. El-Gato acclimated himself to me because he kept getting beat-up and I would bandage his wounds and look after him. Jacob’s owners left her in a tree all night and I climbed the tree and got her down. She moved in like a stalker girlfriend. Sabu, Ginsu, Gizmo, and Kismet entered the scene because Jacob got knocked-up. Females let the males believe that they selected them. In truth, the females choose. I never bothered with such delusions, I expect females to choose me. I also understand that Jacob knew that I was a soft touch when our paths crossed. She and I had an understanding. I doted on her children. They have known me since the moment that they were born. I wept because they were so frail and beautiful. I was moved by the natural order of things. It was nice to love and touching to be loved back. They also prove the point of 1 John 4:18.

“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because

fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.”

KING OF ANDERSON COUNTY

LOW-LIFE