LEAGUE OF DREAD

X16 MAKING THE SLAVE CLASS

7 DEC 2016 - 2JAN 2017 SALVATION ARMY #3 TYLER, TEXAS

XIII. THE LADEN WEIGHT OF IRONY

The Director is on vacation and this is the B-Team. These ladies exhibit some fine bureaucratic thinking. Since I did not go to the hospital, they are giving me a referral to go to Highway 80 in Longview. They claim that my dropping out unnerved everyone. None of the residents seem unnerved. The ladies in charge seem unnerved. This is all rubbish and I feel seriously manipulated because bucks are being passed. They think that they are protecting themselves. This is pathetic, I ask the lady in charge if their actions were Scriptural. Blowing me off was her response. Sooo, is this a church or just another government subsidy.

X15 MANIPULATION AND PARADOX

7 DEC 2016 - 2 JAN 2017 SALVATION ARMY #2 TYLER, TEXAS

VIII. CHURCH

It is Sunday. I am told that their church services are essentially singing songs and a brief message. Depth is my desire because I miss church being a transcendental experience. I open my laptop in a parking garage, read aloud ten more chapters of Job, I pray, and then I feel better. That was church.

X14 DEJA VU

7 DEC 2016 - 2JAN 2017 SALVATION ARMY #1 TYLER, TEXAS

I. ANOTHER LAST PLACE TO BE
It is time to try something else because I am restless and nowhere. A friend takes me to this clinic and there is nothing that they can do. They call a deputy and he takes me to Tyler. This is the second time that the Law has enabled me to leave town and that is not a bad thing. Memory resounds through irony. He drops me off at the Salvation Army and I check in and go to sleep. We are still repeating steps.

N14 THE KING OF SHEBA

It is as if I am touring the local narcissists. I live with them in their natural habitats, I note their behavior, attitude, and habits. The remarkable thing about them is the delirium and banality that is prevalent throughout their grandiose lives. The irony of a great vanity is how little it holds.

X12 WHERE BEDLAM IS HELD

I. SODOM AND GOMORRAH

In Genesis 18, the wickedness of Sodom and Gomorrah is so great that YHWH tells Abraham that he is going to destroy the city. Abraham intercedes for Sodom and asks that YHWH does not do this thing if he finds fifty righteous men in Sodom and Gomorrah. YHWH is merciful because He allows Abraham to renegotiate the deal from fifty to forty-five, forty, thirty, twenty, and then ten. I assume that ten was the final offer because Genesis 19 opens with some men of the city wanting to rape two angels.

A13 OUR DAYS FADE AS PAGES

I. THE TRUTH OF ALL PHILOSOPHY
If one has ideals, one must also lay claim to hypocrisy. The tragedy about being human is that hypocrisy is difficult to elude. Error seems to be an essential part of human nature. The nature of sin also resides in those essentials and acts of betrayal can usually lay claim to sin. Despite all of my ranting about fear, there are moments in which I am held in its possession. Hypocrisy may be the truth of all philosophy in regard to people only begin at the betrayal of our ideals.

I. AMIDST THE MORASS, SUCH A LOVELY WORLD

My world is falling and at the moment...I just want to become unhinged and get everything out. I miss Kismet more than anything. I miss Kismet, Gizmo, Sabu, Ginsu, Jacob, and El-Gato more than anything else in the world. El-Gato acclimated himself to me because he kept getting beat-up and I would bandage his wounds and look after him. Jacob’s owners left her in a tree all night and I climbed the tree and got her down. She moved in like a stalker girlfriend. Sabu, Ginsu, Gizmo, and Kismet entered the scene because Jacob got knocked-up. Females let the males believe that they selected them. In truth, the females choose. I never bothered with such delusions, I expect females to choose me. I also understand that Jacob knew that I was a soft touch when our paths crossed. She and I had an understanding. I doted on her children. They have known me since the moment that they were born. I wept because they were so frail and beautiful. I was moved by the natural order of things. It was nice to love and touching to be loved back. They also prove the point of 1 John 4:18.

“There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because

fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.”

N12 EAST OF EDEN, WEST OF HELL, OFF OF HIGHWAY 19

I. SEX CRIMES

In 2012, Texas ranked 4th among the states in HIV infections. In 2013, Texas moved up to 3rd place. Texas ranks 13th in primary and secondary syphilis, 12th in gonorrheal infections, 10th in chlamydia infections, and 4th in tuberculosis cases. The East Texas region is 1rst in the state in HIV infections.

In 2012, people with HIV infections and AIDS was 38% in Anderson County, Texas. In 254 Texas counties, Anderson County was on top or near the top of HIV/AIDS percentages. Anderson County consistently trolled the bottom on matters of poverty, health, STD infections, crime rates, unemployment, and how these matters enable to their relation.

N10 GANGLIA AND DEMOND

I. CASTING AN ENSEMBLE

Leaving tweakers is always a good thing. In Anderson County, everybody seems to be on something. I have began an arrangement in which I go to the apartment of an acquaintance to shower every day. I do not care to move in because I do not wish to get mixed up with anything unseemly. Avoiding drama is an all-consuming task that holds my determination.

N9 A DROLL CHAOS

I. SLOW GONE HELL

It is another miserable afternoon. My stuff is by the street again. It is hot. I am wanting my stuff and none of it is in sight. The cops come and we look around. Nada. He asks me questions and I answer to the best of my knowledge. In the end, I lose again. All of my stuff is on the street. I call a friend of mine to see if he can help me move. He says no. I finally call someone that I used to work for and his assistant comes by to help me.

N8 TWEAKERS

I. THE DRUG AISLE IN HICKSVILLE

My stuff is fine for a few days. So far, Slinky seems laid back enough. However, I move my stuff into the shed out back. I am rarely there except to shower, tend to the cats, or go through my things. I slept on the couch for a few nights. It may very well be years since I last slept on something soft and conventional. There is a wariness to me and I trust that caution.

N7 TRANSITIONAL

I. LEAVING THE HOUSE OF MONTEZUMA

Redundo and Abnormal buy the House of Montezuma. We waste our time at eviction court. I realize that I am leaving and I have been wanting to leave. Everything is beside the fence. I lay down at six a.m. Redundo opens the door bitching at eight a.m. I am surprised and coming out of a dead sleep. I panic and begin throwing everything over the fence. I tell the neighbors that I will come back and get it. The neighbor does not understand English. He merely nods.

I. STACKING THE COLLATERAL DAMAGE

I can not claim Redundo and Abnormal among my multitude of fans. This was not always the case and the change occurred when they shorted me forty-five dollars on a job. I had been shorted before and I had enough. After being frustrated in trying to collect, I made some signs. They called the cops. Why do people think that cops are stupid? Shortly thereafter, someone called CPS on them and I was blamed. You can not deny the timing. No one asked me anything, my guilt was merely assumed. I look at what is coming as their second or third attempt at revenge.

X13 NERVE

I. EXPERIENCING EAST TEXAS MINISTRIES

YHWH’s Word stands alone, nothing should be added or subtracted from The Word Of God. This would include ego, intent, modern business practices, acceptable cultural norms, societal attitudes, national laws, and so forth. The slightest dilution of the truth will lead you into a lie. Truth must exist in absolute purity. In a manner of speaking, prayer, confession, and repentance resets the Truth to its state of purity.

X11 A PARADIGM SCAM 2

A PARADIGM SCAM 2
(WITHIN MINISTRIES AND CHARITIES)

2 DESIGNS OF A CHARITABLE SCAM

IV. A HOLY CHARADE

One must remember that Lucifer was originally an angel of light. The problem with evil is that it is a corrupt imitation of good. Good can exist without evil but evil requires good for its existence. Corruption requires something to corrupt. That is definitive evil and despite the charade of appearances, mediocrity prevails.

X10 A PARADIGM SCAM 1

A PARADIGM SCAM 1
(WITHIN MINISTRIES AND CHARITIES)

1 BUILDING THE SLAVE CLASS

I. DEFINING THE PLAYING FIELD

Being human means that we are carriers of corruption, error, and imperfection. We taint all that is touched. Ministries and charities are magnets for corruption. The reason being is that they are metaphorical food source for criminals, narcissists, manipulators, and sociopaths. It is easier to work or volunteer for these organizations than to troll on your own. The object desired is brought to you. These personality types prey upon the weak and impoverished. Lacking money means limited options and this builds desperate measures. Predators linger for the waiting mistake.

I. LITTLE INDIA

On Saturday, May 14, 2016 the police are called to the residence where he has lived for a year and two months. The neighbors are Redundo and Abnormal and they are buying the house of Montezuma. Most likely, Redundo is driving a bad deal by taking advantage of the senility of Montezuma’s Dad.

The names have been changed in order to protect the innocent, namely me.

I. REPEATING FIRST GRADE

For a year and two months I have lived in one of the two trashy houses that reside across a local school in Palestine, Texas. I live with Montezuma and the neighbors are Redundo and Abnormal. The neighbors are not one of my fans. I used to work for them on a sporadic basis. For a time, I overlooked getting shorted here and there. I woke up one morning and had enough. That is when I made signs stating that they owed me forty-five dollars. I found it ironic that they called the police on me. They complain about the police and they seek to avoid them in their daily endeavors. One might say that they run their affairs on the shady side of life.

A5 DAD IN VIGNETTES

DAD IN VIGNETTES

During the summer between first and second grade we had moved into the new house. I was fishing in the pond behind our pasture. A water mocassin had surfaced in the center of the pond and remained motionless for a few moments. The snake was glaring in my direction and then it shimmered toward me. My breath jittered in disbelief before I could accept what was happening. I grabbed my fishing pole and began running through the field. Dad was doing something with the fence and I knew where I was going. I was screaming and crying because snakes have always scared the living shit out of me. I knew that if I reached Dad then I would be all right. I was a small kid and I had never jumped so high as I did into his arms. The snake stopped and was gone.

KING OF ANDERSON COUNTY